I started working back today. This holiday is the most memorable one I have ever had!! Everything is so sudden, yes, so sudden, but the impact will affect my entire life. And you might ask why is that so? This is hard to describe - hmmm, by that, I mean, it's easy to tell you what happened, but to infuse some feeling in the narration so you will feel that the love is strong and really in the air, that's hard.
I believe that in choosing a partner for your life, you must imagine that the very girl you are going to propose will be spending with you for the rest of your life. Therefore, the girl you choose must be the one you are comfortable with. And you like her way. And you like her attitude. And you feel she can make you happy. And both must respect and understand each other. Again and again, I ask myself whether the girl can really make me happy, or is it just some feeling of mine (you know what i mean, rite?) to deceive my judgment. Ok. Ok. Please refer any books on relationship or any Dr. Love you can find since I'm not an expert on this lovey-dovey stuff. I just use my commonsense here. :P
So, on Sunday, I've an outing with this girl, Ain. We were having lunch and have a long, nice chat; strolling leisurely from one shop to the other; watching ScoobyDoo 2; having coffee at Coffee bean; and taking our picture together. And when i felt the time seemed flying so fast, I knew I like to be with her. It's more than "like". I LOVE to be with her.
To ask a girl to be your other half is hard. And my past experiences proves that. But, I overcame the nervousness, and asked her the next day about her being my girl. Her answer was "I'd love to", with somewhat shy expression. So, the rest is history. She showed our picture to her mom, and me, to my family. I met and had a dinner with her mom on Tuesday, and she called my mom today. It seems our parents like we being together. Thanks God!
The fact that I live in Serdang and her, in JB makes us unable to meet everyday or even every week like other couples. But, we have faith between us. We trust each other. We understand each other. And that's make our relationship is really something.
Pray for us!!
Home Sweet Home!!
Do you know how it feel on the last day just before you are going to have your long holiday? Regardless whether you are working or still studying, the feel is overwhelming and undescribeable. That's how i felt yesterday. Yeah, i've taken a leave until Tuesday. What else, balik kampung-lah. :P (It has been a long time since the last time i came back, and my mom called me, asking and reminding her beloved son about that. Sorry mom!)
And i'm here now, at my parents' house. What should i expect? The sight of my parents alone is refreshing. Plus the energetic anak buah that always want to play around me - main kat badan. And the night - the silence is intense, the one that make you undistractable in your train of thought, or your reading. Owhh, the food, my mom's cooking. And, i dont have to make a long list because i guess you could easily list 100s of them, the list on why your kampung is the best place to escape when you think you need some refreshment :P
Hopefully, i can rejuvenate from the hustle and bustle of city life, from the poisonous working pressure once i return back to KL.
And i'm here now, at my parents' house. What should i expect? The sight of my parents alone is refreshing. Plus the energetic anak buah that always want to play around me - main kat badan. And the night - the silence is intense, the one that make you undistractable in your train of thought, or your reading. Owhh, the food, my mom's cooking. And, i dont have to make a long list because i guess you could easily list 100s of them, the list on why your kampung is the best place to escape when you think you need some refreshment :P
Hopefully, i can rejuvenate from the hustle and bustle of city life, from the poisonous working pressure once i return back to KL.
"Skema" ?? Why is that so?
From Terato Forum:
arsonHBK: [Skema] aku suka siot topik ni. Bagaimana anda hendak mengenali jika seseorang itu skema atau tidak pada pandangan pertama? (ayat kena skema gak beb)
I don't want to answer the question. I just wonder why people keep telling me that i'm one of those guys. It is not that i cannot live with being categorized as one of them; rather, my curiosity is killing me; my curiosity makes me asking myself why people, again and again, now and then, makes such statement. You know, it's like the word has been nicely printed on my forehead :P
In replying the question posed, fifi79 wrote, "Skema dapat dilihat daripada cara percakapan/perbualan di mana ayat yang digunakan adalah teratur dan menggunakan tatabahasa yang betul." Sounds like me! But the answer is not comprehensive enough. air-bromin included this phrase: "rambut sikat tepi dan kemas". Sounds like me again! :P Hmmmmm. No wonder. :P
To me, "skema" is only a way, a variant to the normal life (as if it's abnormal :P). Being a "skema" on certain thing is good; too much of them can make things worse. I believe in more flexible way, when our brain will be able to see and judge based on the situation - of course, provided that the "ultimate law" will not be broken. (In chess, they call this "evaluation of position" :P Meaning, difference situation calls for different decision, no matter whether the rules of thumb states otherwise.)
Ok. See this one - from arsonHBK: "skema datang dari hati". This reply is really something. It's make me laugh, and proud when people addressed me as "skema". Hehe!
Enuff said! :P
arsonHBK: [Skema] aku suka siot topik ni. Bagaimana anda hendak mengenali jika seseorang itu skema atau tidak pada pandangan pertama? (ayat kena skema gak beb)
I don't want to answer the question. I just wonder why people keep telling me that i'm one of those guys. It is not that i cannot live with being categorized as one of them; rather, my curiosity is killing me; my curiosity makes me asking myself why people, again and again, now and then, makes such statement. You know, it's like the word has been nicely printed on my forehead :P
In replying the question posed, fifi79 wrote, "Skema dapat dilihat daripada cara percakapan/perbualan di mana ayat yang digunakan adalah teratur dan menggunakan tatabahasa yang betul." Sounds like me! But the answer is not comprehensive enough. air-bromin included this phrase: "rambut sikat tepi dan kemas". Sounds like me again! :P Hmmmmm. No wonder. :P
To me, "skema" is only a way, a variant to the normal life (as if it's abnormal :P). Being a "skema" on certain thing is good; too much of them can make things worse. I believe in more flexible way, when our brain will be able to see and judge based on the situation - of course, provided that the "ultimate law" will not be broken. (In chess, they call this "evaluation of position" :P Meaning, difference situation calls for different decision, no matter whether the rules of thumb states otherwise.)
Ok. See this one - from arsonHBK: "skema datang dari hati". This reply is really something. It's make me laugh, and proud when people addressed me as "skema". Hehe!
Enuff said! :P
Election Day!
Just a short note to those who really curious: i didn't vote yesterday.
I called my friends, and when they knew the fact, a lot of them lectured me of not voting. One of them told me that i should be boycotted by people as being irresponsible. Even my mum asked me why. My colleague told me that i missed the fun of watching "karenah" people around, and missed the fun of witnessing "the moment of truth". Yeah. Listening to their story, i guess, i just missed a great experience.
If you are dying to know which side i would have voted if i did yesterday, then the answer would be "undi adalah rahsia". :P At my place, for the parliamentary seat, Syed Hamid Jaafar Albar has already won without competing; and, as we know, BN is very, very strong in Johor. So, based on these two facts alone, no much damage caused by me by not voting, i guess. Hmmm. Perhaps.
Ok. Ok. A very irresponsible statement. I admit, my mom is right. I admit, my friends are right. I should have voted. I should have taken the privilege to choose my own leader, which by doing so, will subsequently determine the future of my own country.
I called my friends, and when they knew the fact, a lot of them lectured me of not voting. One of them told me that i should be boycotted by people as being irresponsible. Even my mum asked me why. My colleague told me that i missed the fun of watching "karenah" people around, and missed the fun of witnessing "the moment of truth". Yeah. Listening to their story, i guess, i just missed a great experience.
If you are dying to know which side i would have voted if i did yesterday, then the answer would be "undi adalah rahsia". :P At my place, for the parliamentary seat, Syed Hamid Jaafar Albar has already won without competing; and, as we know, BN is very, very strong in Johor. So, based on these two facts alone, no much damage caused by me by not voting, i guess. Hmmm. Perhaps.
Ok. Ok. A very irresponsible statement. I admit, my mom is right. I admit, my friends are right. I should have voted. I should have taken the privilege to choose my own leader, which by doing so, will subsequently determine the future of my own country.
New Office.
My office has been moved from Tech Park Malaysia to Mid Valley City. The process of moving things started last week with the last Thursday was being the big day. Till today, i'm finding my way to settle down. And i'm tired mentally and physically. Mentally because i'm person in charge on certain things like telephone line and PABX and Internet etc., and communicating and chasing people around was really hectic. And physically is because ... hey, u know why.
Anyway, enviromentally, i guess, i can learn a lot from current place compared to the one before. With the big shopping complex just around the corner, and with a lot of attraction inside, my observation can be fully utilised (By that, I dont mean "observing" the beautiful and attractive chics minggling around, yah! Although, it is of course on the sideline :P ) I can expect a lot activities and events being held. I can leisurely reading books at MPH. I can observe a lot of people with their "karenah". I can stroll and having window shopping from one shop to another. And the list goes on and on. If A. Samad Said went to Europe to have his "Pengembaraan Seni", i thought, the same spirit can be applied now and here.
The only thing is the unbearable traffic jam right after 5.30 p.m, and we have to stay a bit late before going back. No problem :P (provided that the Internet line is available :P)
People asked me if i love working here. To them, it would be fun. "I dunno" was my simple reply. I knew, it was unsatisfactory answer. I'd be lying if i said i extremely love Mid Valley. Then again, it is too early to say :P Later, it might be the other way around. Who knows. Hey!! Willy-nilly, I've to love it what. Why? Because, my dear, it is WHERE i'm working now! :P
I should make myself comfortable as soon as possible. :P
Anyway, enviromentally, i guess, i can learn a lot from current place compared to the one before. With the big shopping complex just around the corner, and with a lot of attraction inside, my observation can be fully utilised (By that, I dont mean "observing" the beautiful and attractive chics minggling around, yah! Although, it is of course on the sideline :P ) I can expect a lot activities and events being held. I can leisurely reading books at MPH. I can observe a lot of people with their "karenah". I can stroll and having window shopping from one shop to another. And the list goes on and on. If A. Samad Said went to Europe to have his "Pengembaraan Seni", i thought, the same spirit can be applied now and here.
The only thing is the unbearable traffic jam right after 5.30 p.m, and we have to stay a bit late before going back. No problem :P (provided that the Internet line is available :P)
People asked me if i love working here. To them, it would be fun. "I dunno" was my simple reply. I knew, it was unsatisfactory answer. I'd be lying if i said i extremely love Mid Valley. Then again, it is too early to say :P Later, it might be the other way around. Who knows. Hey!! Willy-nilly, I've to love it what. Why? Because, my dear, it is WHERE i'm working now! :P
I should make myself comfortable as soon as possible. :P
Writing a blog?!
Reading my frens' blog, i always wonder how they decide on what they are going to write, and what materials they want to put in their blogs. I found diversity in that sense. Some tell us about their daily life, some tell about specific field, some try to elaborate and give their point of view on current issues.
Admittedly, since i was a kid, i'm dying to be a big writer, writing some serious stuff. I wanted to stand at par with the big names. Yeah, i know, I am not a born writer, and to pour my ideas into words is not something i'm fluent with. But, again and again, i try my best to develop the skills. I think i will never satisfy with the result. So, i keep improving it. It's for fun anyway. :P
And now, I'm still trying to find and explore the possibility of topics or stuffs i want to write. :P Yeah, here. And, how lucky i'm; I got a fren to back me up if i dun have ideas. Anyone who come here can read hers if my mind stucks, and ideas seems struggling to come out. :P
That is the pros of having a shared blog. :P Ok. Ok. Alasan. Gimme sometime to warm up, ok. :P
Admittedly, since i was a kid, i'm dying to be a big writer, writing some serious stuff. I wanted to stand at par with the big names. Yeah, i know, I am not a born writer, and to pour my ideas into words is not something i'm fluent with. But, again and again, i try my best to develop the skills. I think i will never satisfy with the result. So, i keep improving it. It's for fun anyway. :P
And now, I'm still trying to find and explore the possibility of topics or stuffs i want to write. :P Yeah, here. And, how lucky i'm; I got a fren to back me up if i dun have ideas. Anyone who come here can read hers if my mind stucks, and ideas seems struggling to come out. :P
That is the pros of having a shared blog. :P Ok. Ok. Alasan. Gimme sometime to warm up, ok. :P
My little project!
Today is the day i decided to embark on a little project: a blog. Ok. Ok. Nothing special with this. :P But, to take my procastination habit into account, this is surely one of a great day in my history. :P
Anyway, it was very hard to decide on what suitable url to choose. To quote Shakespeare: "What's in a name. A rose with any other name would smell as sweet". He made a mistake; i mean partially because a right and suitable name means a lot. It will, perhaps, show what the blog is all about. So, later, after a small conference with ND and Dihah and Iqa, i decided to select "numbed-mind" as the sub-domain to blogspot.com as our blog. It's a shared blog. I will be more on crapping side, i guess, while Iqa will surely try very hard to make it balance. :P
So, welcome to our world. We will not promise it will be very thought-provoking and mind-boggling. Neither will it be very very interesting and fast-moving that even Stephen King's will be pale by comparison. But at least, we try to avoid it from being another garbage on the net.
Yeah, we can but try! :P Pray for us!
Anyway, it was very hard to decide on what suitable url to choose. To quote Shakespeare: "What's in a name. A rose with any other name would smell as sweet". He made a mistake; i mean partially because a right and suitable name means a lot. It will, perhaps, show what the blog is all about. So, later, after a small conference with ND and Dihah and Iqa, i decided to select "numbed-mind" as the sub-domain to blogspot.com as our blog. It's a shared blog. I will be more on crapping side, i guess, while Iqa will surely try very hard to make it balance. :P
So, welcome to our world. We will not promise it will be very thought-provoking and mind-boggling. Neither will it be very very interesting and fast-moving that even Stephen King's will be pale by comparison. But at least, we try to avoid it from being another garbage on the net.
Yeah, we can but try! :P Pray for us!
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